I’ve been working through a study through the If:Gathering called “Reflections of God: The Theology of Beauty.” For me, in this particular season of life, it’s been such a sweet time of communion with the Lord. He’s been reminding me a lot of His beauty. And He’s been convicting me of how I have been… Continue reading Shalom
The past few months have been a struggle. I haven’t been wanting to spend time with the Lord. I’ve been angry and bitter. And instead of truly wanting to work through it, I decided to just hold onto it. I’ve let it fester. But over the past month, the Lord has gently been working on… Continue reading The Truth of It All
I haven’t actually written you in a long time. I’ve had a hard time just slowing down and writing lately. I’ve also just been so stuck emotionally. But it’s such a struggle. Jon and I are walking in this season together. It’s such a gift to have my husband supporting me and helping me through… Continue reading Dear Dad–I GOT A PUPPY!
I’ve been realizing that I haven’t been writing so much. And that’s not necessarily a good thing. Because I know that writing is a huge part of my process. Process of working through my emotions and just figuring out life and what it all means. I’ve written a blog here and there. But I haven’t… Continue reading Radio Silence
We’ve been hoping to start our family. And looking at our circumstances, you would probably call us crazy. But we’ve been hoping to start our family–that I would get pregnant–that we would have children to call our own. We’ve been trusting the Lord’s timing in all of it–trusting that He would start our family in… Continue reading When you feel like giving up…
Life around the O’Rourke household has been full and beautiful. We’ve been going through some major changes. First off–I went through some classes to get my CNA certificate! It’s been a lot of work. Going to work in the mornings, and school in the evenings. I feel like I haven’t seen Jon a whole lot… Continue reading Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes
The past few days I’ve been struggling to feel worthy of peoples’ time, energy, and love. I’ve been walking through a season where I feel like a failure at everything I even try. Including but not limited to my marriage, my friendships, new ministry opportunities, my CNA class, my job. Which has made me feel… Continue reading I am seen.